long time nv feel so gd.... questions which troubled me wks ago had alrdy slowly solved.... maybe is becos tat i didn't see him for 3 wks... or maybe i really put it down already.... but all these i will never really know till i see him again.... i really hope i'm not just deceving myself and my friends when i told them tat i really place it down already....

just pray tat my small birthday wish will really comes true and bring me out from this completely.... Last fri aft the birthday dinner with huixin n gang at tanglin mall, we went to ion for awhile.... and aft tat we went back home from there.... on the way to the bus stop i actually saw shaowen when the last time i saw him was around 3 yrs ago.... In the past i was so keen on seeing him again but yrs had passed... and already let go of tat long time ago.... meeting him at this kind of situation is kinda wierd to me as he is my old classmate but i dunno whether he remembered you or not.... and is only aft tat i realise how god can actually play trick on you...

When you are so keen to get this thing... the god will never let you have it.... however at the time when you decided to give up on it... the god will let you have the chance to have it... Cherish is what we need to learn.... Learn to cherish the thing that we had in life.... dun wait till when we lost it then we start to regret why we did not cherish it when we had a chance.... by the time we had lost it, it will be already too late for us to go back.... Sometime when we cherish a thing.... we will lost another one in return... either way no one can be in a situation where they can always get wat they wnt.... in human.... no one is perfect... or i should say there is nth in life tat is perfect....