sian... second time right this post..... dunno wat happen when i upload it the first time....

today is such a tired day and so many stuff happen to me today....

first thing is..... got a sec sch classmate of mine want to treat me for a meal.... hehe

then the second thing is....i slipped and fall down hard on my butt.... and the thing is.... quite a number of ppl saw me fell..... so paisey la..... so many ppl saw.... then the thing is i din saw it when i took tat road and walk into the shop.... and when i took tat same road which i took to walk into the shop..... i stepped on tat canvas and fell.... now my butt is so pain and had a blue-black on my palm.....

the third thing is.... i got this somehow a gd lobang...... which allow me to earn money... easily.... but i know my parents won't allow me to take this opportunity.... and the other thing is.... with currently i'm being push so hard by those projects.... how can i find a day out to do the job? now i'm already half dead.... and i know tat when i in yr3.... i'll be in serious hell..... time.... I WANT 72 HRS FOR A DAY INSTEAD OF 24 HRS A DAY..... if not i will surely go for it..... but then another thing is i somehow hope tat i could concentrate on my studies first..... after i graduate.... i'll then take this job....

but i scare tat it will somehow be too late for me eh...... die la die la..... wat to do..... so 'fan'......


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yippe!!! my long waited holiday is finally here..... construction drawing is now out of my worry.... even though the annotation is wrong..... ah!!!! holiday, holiday.... x'mas is finally here.... but i dun quite feel the x'mas mood yet.... this is the second time i dun have the x'mas mood at all....hmmm maybe is becos of my stressful poly life tat makes me feel so lifeless..... haiz......

i want to go shopping... i want my k.... i want to bowl..... but speaking of bowl.... tat mon after submitted my work.... i went bowl with my classmate.... and we eventually play for almost 2hr.... 3 matches.... can make us go numb and tired ...... and all becos of these few days the raining.... make me so sian..... and i have no idea wth is going on with my hse com.... always need to reset the time and the internet history always auto delete.... when all my online novel and comic website are all gone.... (SOBBED) now i need to relocate all these website back which i think will take me some time to do tat .....

beside slacking.... i also need to plan my time well as i need to do my viz and my model in these 3wks.... so... this wk i need to at least start on my viz or render my plan for my model.... so nxt wk i can start on my viz/model.... then last wk when i need to go back to sch for the open hse.... can 'harass' our lecturer for tutorial.... wahaha..... think better dun waste time le.... get back to my slacking time then i'll need to start on my work.....

bansai!!!! yeah finish all my work le..... yeah!!!!! and here comes my hol.... but SAD AH..... during hol still need to do my rendering and my model.... SOBBED!!!! but at least now i can sleep late late.... and wake up late late.

Now i can finally focus on watching new taiwan drama starring ella from she, wu zun and jiro from fei lun hai.... this drama story eventually came one of the comic which i read before and was also my fav. now thinking tml after submitting my stuff... shld ask them to go out anot.... hmmm..... but i dunno where to go leh.... and i'm going to broke le la.....

speaking of submitting, reminds me of those stupid construction drawing..... especially the display shelf and the details.... those are really freaking me out.... i now there's smth wrong with my annotation but i DUN CARE LE..... my display shelf sux la.... need to really think hard to find way to make it work.... i know currently is not working..... all thanks to tat stupid guide rail and tat catch thing.... (argh) if nt for those my shelf works perfectly.... but there's a danger of dangling here and there like trazan swinging in the jungle.....

really have no idea why did i ever came out with this stupid concept of pulley system for my display..... some times i really wonder.... is this the price to aim for a 'A' for the project?? need to think of design tat is way too hard to do on...... ah!~~~~~ dunno ah... i dun want to think le.... better go sleep.... these few days rush those construction drawings, did not have a gd slp at all and my 'panda' eyes are coming out again.... [ o>.< o]

jialat.... nxt wk submitting construction drawings.... details nt quite out... then sunday whole day cannot do work.... can faint le la...... then nxt wk still got test for LC.... why before our holiday got so many things to submit???? WHY???? why must torutre us like this leh?

but looking at the brighter side.... my sch hol is coming soon..... can finally rest and slowly do my work le.... and can also go sing and shop and watch movie..... whahaha......so looking forward for the holiday.... but before tat have to just bear with it another wk.... then i'll be free for 3 wks le..... yeah!!!!!!

sian ah... yest intech lecture is a torture to me..... for this current project.... all those glass detail i can do until i cry le.... now so regret on doing glass staircase..... muillion.... channel.... s.s strut.... omg..... going crazy soon le la.... but also becos of these.... for these few days... i had a very gd sleep.

in the past during the period time of rushing project.... i dun even have a gd sleep..... but now always sleep until i'm lazy to wake up.

recently, i keep having my eyes on guys.... dunno is it becos after he reject me... i start eyeing on other guys.... omg.... all is hx's fault la.... influence me.... and psyco me......

jialat la.... all those plans and section are freaking me out!!!!!! edit and edit and edit.... this is wat i have been doing for the past few days.... those freaking details.... i dun wanna touch them..... everytime my project will have lots of stuff to detail..... even though i try to uphold my rule when doing project.... but ended the detail thing... is always the one i can't uphold it at all..... argh!!!!!!! still need to suffer for another 1 wk plus.... how am i gonna survive with these!!!!! i dun want to change the plans and sections already le la..... T_T...... i want my holidays..... i want to watch movies..... i want to shopping..... i want my bbq.... i want my chalet.... i want my anime..... i want my comics.... I WANT MY NOVELS......

haiz..... tml still got gems genetic quiz.... and i'm now here writing my blog..... i really digging a grave for myself..... pray tat tml there will be a mircale happen...... if nt.... i sure need to retake my science gems.... and i'm gonna waste another semster on this freaking gems.....

feel so free now... last wk i finally took up all my courage to tell him my feelings to him. took me so long to gather all my courage to tell him how i feel, but i still think that still worth it as now there will be no need for me to keep thinking abt him. even though he rejected me... i did feel a little sad, but on the other hand i feel quite relieve as i finally hear his answer. now i will really treat him as a friend of mine and maybe will be wat huixin say, it's time for me to look out for other guys out there. but first.... i need to focus on my studies.

yest go watch the live of superband live..... tat was awesome....

at first thought will be watching at home... who knows tat early in the morning.... my mum told me tat my cousin have the tickets to watch the live superband. i was like... "omg.... watching it live.... great!" when i reached there.... i was a little disappointed as is quite far from the stage... as i can't really see things clear enough but i should be thankful i have the seats to sit down and enjoy the show. during the show, i discover somthing.... that is the whole row where i was sitting eventually is the MLB's fans.... at the moment they start singing or the judges praise them or they won the first round or wat.... they just cheer like hell.... cheer until i also cheer with them too....

at the live.... the atmosphere was so awesome as the sound effects, all those live playing music.... really make me high till the top..... at the moment when they start to eliminate 2 band, and the stage colour activate, my heart pounded so fast.... is even faster than when i was watching at home.... when soul was in.... i'm sad.... cos i was hoping that the final 2 band will be lucify and MLB.... but.... haiz.... having 2 band that play guitar and drums.... the competition will be very interesting as to me a music band show be playing guitar and drums like those j rock....

at the final round.... quite disappointed with both band's performance.... as they did badly than all the other songs they sang.... at the time when the singapore first superband will be out.... all the audience was so nervous tat either they stare at the screen right in front of them or looks towards the stage.... when MLB won.... they whole studio is in chaos when the glow light sticks were threw all over the place.... lots of cheering were on going for them and the stage where they setup for the chair.... were shaking as all the MLB's fans were jumping... even my mum she also cheer.....

this final i can say to be my first live show tat i ever watch.... when there will a second round of superband competition..... i dun dare to say will i watch this live performace again or not.... this have to see wat kind of band will there be.... will there be bands that is better this round's band? who knows.... now just wait and see how will the second round of the superband be

haiz.... wat a boring wk.... another wk for me to rush my work.....

but lucky my last wkend was quite a gd wkend for me..... sat go see superband.... then still go attend a bbq session with my sec sch friends....

first time go see idol.... a very gd experience.... can see them in real... but must prepare ear plug in future.... cos if nt i'll go deaf..... nic looks so short when i saw him on stage lor... on tv he see so tall... but then....

on tat bbq... thought i won't ask my nyp friends abt his course.... but ended up i still ask.... even if i ask there's still not much difference as he is still yr one while my friends are all yr two....

i really can't understand on wat i'm thinking.... on one moment... i think on him.... on another moment i so hate him that i dun want to think of him at all.... is this wat will happen to me after i like a guy that much and go to deep into it??

just hope tat i and my 'niece' could get out of this trouble soon....