feel so free now... last wk i finally took up all my courage to tell him my feelings to him. took me so long to gather all my courage to tell him how i feel, but i still think that still worth it as now there will be no need for me to keep thinking abt him. even though he rejected me... i did feel a little sad, but on the other hand i feel quite relieve as i finally hear his answer. now i will really treat him as a friend of mine and maybe will be wat huixin say, it's time for me to look out for other guys out there. but first.... i need to focus on my studies.