finally wake up from all this..... maybe is only last nite i really can let this go... completely....
aft marlene's bday party... went to meet them at coffee nation for coffee.... but this time round sitting beside really make me feel wierd right after last wk's incident....
but maybe this way it really made me face this properly.... letting go of this really make me feel relieve.... but on the other hand i kinda worry that this tension will still be there or maybe not.... maybe i really need to find some time to talk this out to him but.... i really dunno how to say it out.... arrr dunno la... see how it goes... maybe days later i will then know how to make it clear to him?
let's just hope that i will be able to find the one soon..... and hope this will really give me a reminder of the lesson i had...n be friends like in the past..."
1 comment:
hi girl, you tried your best. try not trying so hard, you are forcing yourself to do something that you are not ready to do just yet. try a little less harder and its easier for you to do it. i knw how it feels.
its a unforgetable hurt and its going to hurt for some time, days, or even months. trying hard to force yourself to do something is not going to help u at all. let things go naturally. and you will b fine and as good as new.
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