sometimes i really hate myself.... every time when i had the determination to do something but in the end i failed to do so.... Just like days ago when i was so confident that i already done so... but last night i realised that i'm not...

Last night after dinner we were still thinking where to go to chill as it was still quite early for us... so just when we were thinking of places to go to.... He popped out.... Same thing happened again and again.... all my hard work somehow seems to fail.... the only thing i can say to myself was.... let's take this as a test to me... But when i reached home last night the final result of it was.... I failed....

When we were at coffee nation... i know something happened in the group when i went to washroom... deep in my heart i wanna know what was it about... but my mind was asking me not to ask.... cause i know even if i asked... it will still not the thing which i wanted it to happen 2 month ago.... i would rather remain as it is....

aft we left coffee nation... we still wanna go to some place to chill more so we went to marina barrage... the view at there was nice.... night time with the building having their lights on.... and it would be better if there was some wind.... but last night there was no wind and it was rather humid for us... even so... marina barrage is now the another place for us to chill....

if only human brain is like a computer.... able to choose to delete files which you want.... and i think i will be happier....


(when i was writing this blog.... i felt the earthquake.... but at first i still thought i was having a headache... but moments later... started to see friends who stay near me saying they felt the earthquake..... looks like the mother nature is really very angry from the typhoon just days ago... then now earthquake.... does this means that the world is going to its end soon?

think this question will be a tough one which no one will be able to have an exact answer for it....)