alrdy mid sep... time really fly fast..... but at least during this 1 mth... i had at least move on from some stuff.... but some stuff it is just hard for me to change it.... dunno y whenever i see a person who smoked.... i will think of him instantly.... i'm nt sure whether is that his images in my heart or wat..... but some stuff can just link it to him for no reason.... there is only one thing for sure that between me and him we can only be friends....

"holding onto smth which does not belongs to me will not make me happy anyway..... let it go and watches it found their happiness.... this will then be the thing which will make me happy...."

this is the sentence which i always told myself.... and this is also a reminder to myself.... aft tmr hope all the stuff will turns better.... at least i can say tat will be the beginning of a change to my life....