"Do you need a reason to like a person...." i think this question will appear in everyone's heart.... wonder y will they like a person.... and wat is the reason for you to put in ur heart in the relationship... just now at TCC when Bon ask me why do i like him.... and i just ans Bon that i just like him... no reason no anything....

No matter whether he know or not... it doesn't matter anyway.... i cannot control who he wanna be together with.... as long as he know what he is doing and he is happy about it... i'm will be fine with it.... days ago when i sms him.... seems to be ok .... at least it was like in the past before all these happened.... perhaps we are just suitable to be friends only..... right now just wanna focus on finding the new job right before 14 oct....

Last wk... i tendered my resignation letter... aft working at this current company for 1.5 yrs.... till the end i still gonna leave this company... tons of reasons behind the reason of me resign.... but mostly is becos of the pay wise.... base on my current pay in the company... i can just find a part time job and work with it in relax.... no need to endure with all these piles of nv ending work and taking advantage of.... right now i still gt my poly loans need to pay.... with my this pathetic pay... it was kinda hard for me to survive.... dunno how on earth did i survive with it for 7mths.... during that period of time i was still playing ge... spending on at least 2 gvc per mth.... and spending game time at adrian's shop... for now with me going out to relax... drink... this pay is rather tough for me....

at least with these activities i will feel somehow better than i spent my money on the game which is way too expensive to play with.... at least now my current life is so much more enjoyable.... hanging out with friends aft work.... chit chat... searching for place to chill.... these seems to be more fun....

at most 3am... gotta go sleep early.... as tmr still need to go to marina barriage....