Today is the last day of my working at my current company.... i really wanna say thanks to all the colleagues who i worked with... they really teached me lots of stuff and I enjoyed working with them.....1.5yrs of happy and frustrated times in this company.... oh well this is just a part of my working experience anyway.... there might be some 舍不得 feeling... but for my life and future i had to move on....

tmr shall be the starting of my rotting days! time to slack n relax n recharge my energy before i start to work again.... at least hope that can really sort out my thoughts ba... but first thing is to really kick the habit of thinking about him.... almost 2 mths but i still can't help myself to think of him from time to time... i'm always curious how he is doing with he and his gf.... even when i msn him i always feel like asking abt how he and gf doing..... words are in my mouth or rather in my hand... but i just can't ask it out to him.... thoughts and questions abt him just keep on stacking up.... up till a height where i almost unable to reach for it....

i'm now left with 7 days plus to get rid of these thoughts and questions.... how am i gonna do it... i do not have an idea.... but i just hope that before i'm done with these.... another one please dun come first.... friends friends friends.... this is what i shld always remind myself before same mistake occurs again....

getting sleepy.... time for me to sign off here.... and shall resume my daily update on the blog....