yippe.... finally watched transformer last nite... quite nice and exciting and this made me feel like watching it again =P.... but last nite was nt able to sleep well.... nt becos of the exciting transformers but is becos of another stuff.... when i was randomly reading blogs.... all of a sudden i feel like reading his ex blog.... and her last few posst kinda made my day went down..... those posts in fact stated how much she missed him, how much she wnt him to be back with her... and when i see their photo my heart really dun feel gd..... Y? i dunno.... i dunno how come i gt this kind of feelings.... just now when i met him i almost wanna ask him did he read her blog.... but i din cos i'm scared of him reading it.... scared aft he read it he will really go back to her.... kinda evil right.... but i just can't help it.... when we went to have dinner i was walking slowly behind him.... i realised tat i dun mind just watch his back like this..... in fact i enjoyed doing it....

i really had no idea wat was happening to me... this is nt wat i experienced in the past before.... never..... but i know deep in my heart i was scared.... scared of wat i dunno......