it is now tues morning..... as usual still dun have the feel to sleep yet.... din see online nor talk to him thru phone for the past few days.... during tat period of time i still thought i will be able to put it down.... but at sat a call from him just made me realise how much i missed him... moments ago i just received a sms from him telling me he just gt back to town which made me gt so happy instantly.... i know is hard to put this down as easy as i say..... but i just gonna try it or worse come to worst before i gt the courage on telling him i will just keep it in my heart...