it has been mths since i last update the blog.... alot of unhappy and happy stuff happened during these period of time..... having some misunderstanding with the friends who i knew them for a yr this really makes me feel sad. On the other hand i also get to know another group of friends but is also at the around the same time i start to know him too....

ever since the last incident, i thought tat i will never ever get myself into this kind of stuff as tat was wat i promised, but here it goes again.

All i can say abt me and him is tat we always gt issue to talk to whether is when we meet each other outside or thru phone. the feelings just came when mths ago i gt some misunderstanding with my friends and he just approach me to talk abt it. To speak the truth i really like being out together with him alone.... even though is just a short half an hr, i'm alrdy happy. He was also the first guy who made me went to buy something for him on his birthday. Any stuff tat related to him i will just really wanna know more, during his low time i really hope tat i was the one tat stand beside him and pull him up.

But i really dunno how long this will last, as i gt the feelings to him but to him i'm maybe just a friend like the others. Sometimes i really wanna just say out but with the thoughts of making this relationship go worst i really dun bear to do it. Haix... i just really so hate this to the core.....