it had been wks since i last update my blog.... during these few weeks i was trying hard to sort out my thoughts and feelings. During the days of knowing he patched up with his ex really made my life hard. Every minute i was thinking about him, and my heart was crying but i need to hold my tears back. Recently i also over heard some rumours between me, qiang and him. From what i heard was that there are people mistook i and qiang were together, which is totally ridiculous and i got no idea how did this started to spread. On the other side i heard that he was quite unhappy when he heard this rumor which i dunno why he will feel it that way. Till now this is still a mystery to me but even if i really gonna find out about this, things won't change anyway.

Last wk caught with a flu which lead to me unable to enjoy the chalet fully... but i still somehow enjoyed it and i was also able to see a cosplay event over there. Nice cosplay were seen over there but some of it were really wierd... but it was a good effort by them as they dare to wear tat out which i think not all will be able to do it.

Oh well just hope tat i can really get over with all these and look forward to the rest of 2009.

(but i still somehow think tat it will be impossible. as long as nothing worst than wat i'm going thru now happen, i shld be glad alrdy.)