yest manage to clear off a major project... finally can get to go home on time... no more drag till 7 then go home.... i just hope tat these few days can maintain these.... if nt i surely gonna fall sick again..... and recently in office often got a urge of listen to all emo songs.... this particular song i knew it from a hk drama call driven of life (sui yue feng yun) this song is quite nice and sad....

here is how the lyrics goes:

我对你 这一生 哪个可比 我与你 差一些 永远一起 邂逅时间场地 似连场好戏 要自何页说起

爱太重 深呼吸 欠缺空气 爱太美 轻轻的 却载不起 爱情来到时候 似明媚天气 它走了 突然骤变雪落雨飞

如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你 连遇上亦要躲避 无非想放下你 还是挂念你 谁又会及我伤悲 前事最怕有人提起 就算怎么伸尽手臂 我们亦有一些距离

你太远 该怎么 说对不起 你太近 一转身 却已高飞 快乐也许太短 似场流星雨 一眨眼 就如幻爱怕又记起

如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你 连遇上亦要躲避 无非想放下你 还是挂念你 谁又会及我伤悲 前事最怕有人提起 就算怎么伸尽手臂 我们亦有一些距离

如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你 连遇上亦要躲避无非要放下你 还是挂念你 谁又会及我伤悲前事最怕有人提起 就算怎么伸尽手臂 我们亦有一些距离

我情愿我狠心憎你 我还在记忆中找你

even when a couple get together, they will still feel the distance between them... when the love is gone... it is always hard for them to put it down and becos of this love will eventually leads to hate... is it always true tat when a relationship end a couple can never be friends? and must relationship only have one person give in all they had, while the other one dun... from wat i can see now is tat love always make ppl blind... blind from seeing the problem in their relationship, blind from the problems which their love ones make, deaf from ppl saying bad stuff abt ur love one.... it is always the third party who can see it clearly... while me... i can give my friends advice on it... but i'm always blind when i start to have feelings for a guy..... i really wonder when can i really get clear of wat i want, wat i going through and awake of wat i was doing...