one wk plus nv update blog le.... last wk was quite frustrated with myself as the so call of me wanted to give up on him but ended up it is still back.... it actually took me some time to really let go.... in fact letting go of the feelings is just to see u really want to do it anot.... i noe tat even if i now say i can let go for it or alrdy let go i noe it will still be back..... but i now decided not to think abt it.... i rather stay to be friends with him.... than to let him find out abt it and make this friendship fade....

oh well thank god i eventually get this clear after two days of emo.... if nt i really dunno how am i gonna survived for the rest of the days..... but lucky during the past few days gt some supper ongoing which allow me to cheer up more..... even though it leads to my mum nagging but i still find it worth it... and the best part is..... the secret of me went to bar and drink was found out by my mum~ but anyway.... she will find it sooner or later... so nvm.... and tat nite when she found out i went to the bar before... i drank at tom's bbq session like 1 hr before i reach home.... =P but tat nite get to see megan n blackie again~ long time nv see them le.... they really welcome me well lor... by licking my legs.... -.- n my legs n shorts were wet due to their licking... as usual tat nite blackie was emo again but this time round he was sick n running arnd the place with a singlet.... tat nite first time see megan so hungry.... she saw me eating a sausage.... and she start to look at my sausage before i start to eat.... even if i wnt to eat but a dog looking at u eating the food they want is super wierd.... but ended up i need to walk arnd the place in order to make it stop following my food.....

but before the bbq i went to my colleague's girl bday and finally get to see natalie~ long time nv see her le lor.... tat time see her which is like arnd 4 mths ago.... now she alrdy 13 mths old le... hair no more spiky.... really looks like a girl girl le.... but the funny thing is..... the fellow who always help us to repair my office aircon, eventually thought natalie was my daughter.... -.-
but when i saw her walk i also laugh.... cos the way she walk is very cute.... and nt forget tat she really love to take pictures.... when i took this picture with her... she keep on staring at the screen until i close my phone she then start to look for other stuff to play... the party i din stay long as after tat i went to the bbq at tom's hse




me n natalie