felt bored in office so decided to write a blog here....

yest during lunch time went to bugis and also at the same time go to the temple there to pray since all my friends say the lot over there is quite accurate so decided to go there to pray for one for myself.... so ended up wat i got was one gd n one bad.... as usual the bad is for my relationship.... so aft so long on wondering shld i take the right or the left side.... now only left one for me to move on.... the path is clear now.... and time for a pack up of thoughts.....

some ppl thought tat it is nt really impossible for a guy n a gal to only have pure friend relationship.... but it does... even though sometimes ppl mistaken me was dating a guy friend of mine.... but we are just purely friends.... nth much... maybe it is just once which i accidentally hurt this senior of mine.... i just treated him as a senior n as a friend... who will eventually expect him to confess his feeling to me... while i only treated him as my senior and my friend.... maybe tat period of time i was scare so i ran away from the problem... ended up more misunderstanding were make.... n lead to me and him were both troubled.... i know tat if only tat time i just reply him straight away all these problems will be gone.... but i was scared.... no one told me how to handle it... and i got no experience to handle it....

well wat was done had alrdy done... no point to keep on thinking if only i did tat in the past.... now we might not really contact with each other... as aft tat incident i kept my distance away from him and a yr later he alrdy graduated and i din see him anymore.... aft a yr he graduated he somehow contact me again.... but this time round i know how to avoid and prevent any misunderstood happened again.... peace is all i wnt...... at tat point of time i gt this thought of i would rather see myself getting hurt then seeing the ones arnd me to get hurts.... even though it had been yrs since tat incident past... but i know i still nt rdy for it.... even though i had feelings to a guy.... before i know wat i really wnt... i shall just focus on my work n my life... these problems won't just gone within a minutes... time will be the best medicine for it... looking forward to the new day is the only thing we can do to forget all our past..... even if the life lies ahead is tough but all we can do is only move forward and hoping tat we can overcome them n learn from it....