"Do you need a reason to like a person...." i think this question will appear in everyone's heart.... wonder y will they like a person.... and wat is the reason for you to put in ur heart in the relationship... just now at TCC when Bon ask me why do i like him.... and i just ans Bon that i just like him... no reason no anything....
No matter whether he know or not... it doesn't matter anyway.... i cannot control who he wanna be together with.... as long as he know what he is doing and he is happy about it... i'm will be fine with it.... days ago when i sms him.... seems to be ok .... at least it was like in the past before all these happened.... perhaps we are just suitable to be friends only..... right now just wanna focus on finding the new job right before 14 oct....
Last wk... i tendered my resignation letter... aft working at this current company for 1.5 yrs.... till the end i still gonna leave this company... tons of reasons behind the reason of me resign.... but mostly is becos of the pay wise.... base on my current pay in the company... i can just find a part time job and work with it in relax.... no need to endure with all these piles of nv ending work and taking advantage of.... right now i still gt my poly loans need to pay.... with my this pathetic pay... it was kinda hard for me to survive.... dunno how on earth did i survive with it for 7mths.... during that period of time i was still playing ge... spending on at least 2 gvc per mth.... and spending game time at adrian's shop... for now with me going out to relax... drink... this pay is rather tough for me....
at least with these activities i will feel somehow better than i spent my money on the game which is way too expensive to play with.... at least now my current life is so much more enjoyable.... hanging out with friends aft work.... chit chat... searching for place to chill.... these seems to be more fun....
at most 3am... gotta go sleep early.... as tmr still need to go to marina barriage....
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
today is the last day of my long wkend.... hmm in fact quite enjoyed it.... tat fri went out with dwayne.... chat quite alot of stuff and bought myself a new pair of slipper..... but thx to tat slipper... i slipped and sprain my ankle on the nxt day when i was going to meet bon n the grp for dinner right after the gca....
At the GCA, i witness the auction of the elns made by the iah. To my surprise that the price for +7 eln musk and scout are the same while the +7 clean eln fyter almost reach 1.5k for it.... but no matter wat it is to we gamers this is still a form of RMT which they ban gamers from doing it.... even though they say is different as they are doing this for the charity but till the end it is still RMT... no difference anyway.....
After the long waiting for bon.... we decided to go to the streets cafe there to have our dinner.... and we were quite obsess with tat century egg... and the fried chicken with the dried chilli.... and it turned out that... our dinner at there become $192 bucks in total.... aft tat we decided to change our place for drinking from the one Rochester to Loof~
that day on my birthday actually wanna go there but too bad the reservation for it are full.... so from tat day onward i was so eager to go there to have a try.... but it turns out.... the only nice abt tat place is the view.... drinking at a place and able to see the night scenery of the city... it is nt bad.... but the price for the drinks is killing us.... a bottle of chivas with to mixer is 252 bucks with gst.... n tat's 50 bucks per person.... and that place dun allow poker cards.... have drinks but no poker cards... is bored.... ended up no choice but to finish it fast and go have beancurd for supper....
in the end.... thomas drank the most.... and gt a little drunk..... on the way to rochor.... we decided to buy some water and sweet to make us awake (pat and me were also slightly drunk) for no reason we make a fool of ourselves at there.... and through out the journey to there me, thomas and pat have been laughing like hell for nothing.... which made qiang and bon left us at the back slowly walk and laughing....
just when we reached the beancurd place me pat and thomas were quite worn out aft laughing n walking to the place.... while we were eating and chatting... thomas did smth which is quite funny.... and some of the ppl in anything had saw tat from the facebook which i upload....
on yest.... bon initially wanna go to ECP for cycling but due to me having injured leg.... i was not able to go... so plan changed to meet at vivo for dinner n chatting.... aft waiting for 1hr.... all finally reach... and decided to go meet iris and ziz at keppel, marina there to decide where to have our dinner.... when i reached keppel, marina all i can say abt tat place is tat, tat place is nice... and those yacht... if i had the money i will wish to buy one too and i can just sail it to the sea during the wkend.... but that will be a very very far dream for me anyway....
aft some discussion.... we decided to go have our dinner at jumbo and after tat.... drinking session again! To our surprise.... our dinner turns out to be another $192 again.... but this $192 is worth as the prawns are nt bad except for tat yam paste which the taste is like the soup of the day.... last nite drinking we went to the pub which thomas suggested.... and tat place's drink was so much cheaper than loof.... the chivas turns out to be only 28 per pax with free flow of mixer, tiger beer tower is only 55 bucks, free flow of tibits and nt forgetting gt live broadcast of football matches and still can sing K..... this time round we can play the poker cards and can drink more happily... Last nite's drinking session was also the first drinking session which i really semi-KO and puke =X
during the dice game... i lost 2-4 times and 2 cups with only chivas n tiger beer which really make me instant Ko and went to toilet to puke twice.... all the dinner which i ate hours ago were also puke out.... felt much better... but made a mess of myself.... =(
but at least i was still awake... still able to walk straight.... just tat brain is dead.... unable to think well.... aft the drinking session we went for supper and i felt so much better aft having it.... and more sober too....
2 nites of drinking.... i more or less will be worry how am i gonna make a safety reach for myself at home without being caught by my mum.... but turned out that both nite my mum was alrdy too tired and slept soundly in her room....
last nite when i was drunk.... i initially wanna cry out but i was unable.... my brain was in a mess and the only thought i gt is... i just wanna release all the stress n pain i gt.... i wanna sing.... i wanna shout.... during the period of time when my brain was dead... i only think of 2 song.... one is PS 我爱你 and the other one is 北极圈.
For PS 我爱你, the only lyrics i remember is:
有些人值得等候，有些悲伤值得忍受.
我爱你不是冲动，生命尽头放着一场空
to speak the truth... this lyrics really made me thought of it but i dunno who is really worth for me to wait and which pain is really worth for me to bear with it.... the second sentence somehow reminds me.... abt the mths ago incident.... but i nv regret of the stuff i done....
the lyrics which i will always remember for 北极圈is:
把爱留在街角 就当你永远不会看到
记忆化作 极光出现那一秒
我开始微笑 以后会努力过得 很好
this is what i wanna do.... for the mths ago incident.... now i just wanna try to live fully to everyday it is....
tmr shall be the day when i start to seek for more new opportunities... wish me luck for it ba....
At the GCA, i witness the auction of the elns made by the iah. To my surprise that the price for +7 eln musk and scout are the same while the +7 clean eln fyter almost reach 1.5k for it.... but no matter wat it is to we gamers this is still a form of RMT which they ban gamers from doing it.... even though they say is different as they are doing this for the charity but till the end it is still RMT... no difference anyway.....
After the long waiting for bon.... we decided to go to the streets cafe there to have our dinner.... and we were quite obsess with tat century egg... and the fried chicken with the dried chilli.... and it turned out that... our dinner at there become $192 bucks in total.... aft tat we decided to change our place for drinking from the one Rochester to Loof~
that day on my birthday actually wanna go there but too bad the reservation for it are full.... so from tat day onward i was so eager to go there to have a try.... but it turns out.... the only nice abt tat place is the view.... drinking at a place and able to see the night scenery of the city... it is nt bad.... but the price for the drinks is killing us.... a bottle of chivas with to mixer is 252 bucks with gst.... n tat's 50 bucks per person.... and that place dun allow poker cards.... have drinks but no poker cards... is bored.... ended up no choice but to finish it fast and go have beancurd for supper....
in the end.... thomas drank the most.... and gt a little drunk..... on the way to rochor.... we decided to buy some water and sweet to make us awake (pat and me were also slightly drunk) for no reason we make a fool of ourselves at there.... and through out the journey to there me, thomas and pat have been laughing like hell for nothing.... which made qiang and bon left us at the back slowly walk and laughing....
just when we reached the beancurd place me pat and thomas were quite worn out aft laughing n walking to the place.... while we were eating and chatting... thomas did smth which is quite funny.... and some of the ppl in anything had saw tat from the facebook which i upload....
on yest.... bon initially wanna go to ECP for cycling but due to me having injured leg.... i was not able to go... so plan changed to meet at vivo for dinner n chatting.... aft waiting for 1hr.... all finally reach... and decided to go meet iris and ziz at keppel, marina there to decide where to have our dinner.... when i reached keppel, marina all i can say abt tat place is tat, tat place is nice... and those yacht... if i had the money i will wish to buy one too and i can just sail it to the sea during the wkend.... but that will be a very very far dream for me anyway....
aft some discussion.... we decided to go have our dinner at jumbo and after tat.... drinking session again! To our surprise.... our dinner turns out to be another $192 again.... but this $192 is worth as the prawns are nt bad except for tat yam paste which the taste is like the soup of the day.... last nite drinking we went to the pub which thomas suggested.... and tat place's drink was so much cheaper than loof.... the chivas turns out to be only 28 per pax with free flow of mixer, tiger beer tower is only 55 bucks, free flow of tibits and nt forgetting gt live broadcast of football matches and still can sing K..... this time round we can play the poker cards and can drink more happily... Last nite's drinking session was also the first drinking session which i really semi-KO and puke =X
during the dice game... i lost 2-4 times and 2 cups with only chivas n tiger beer which really make me instant Ko and went to toilet to puke twice.... all the dinner which i ate hours ago were also puke out.... felt much better... but made a mess of myself.... =(
but at least i was still awake... still able to walk straight.... just tat brain is dead.... unable to think well.... aft the drinking session we went for supper and i felt so much better aft having it.... and more sober too....
2 nites of drinking.... i more or less will be worry how am i gonna make a safety reach for myself at home without being caught by my mum.... but turned out that both nite my mum was alrdy too tired and slept soundly in her room....
last nite when i was drunk.... i initially wanna cry out but i was unable.... my brain was in a mess and the only thought i gt is... i just wanna release all the stress n pain i gt.... i wanna sing.... i wanna shout.... during the period of time when my brain was dead... i only think of 2 song.... one is PS 我爱你 and the other one is 北极圈.
For PS 我爱你, the only lyrics i remember is:
有些人值得等候，有些悲伤值得忍受.
我爱你不是冲动，生命尽头放着一场空
to speak the truth... this lyrics really made me thought of it but i dunno who is really worth for me to wait and which pain is really worth for me to bear with it.... the second sentence somehow reminds me.... abt the mths ago incident.... but i nv regret of the stuff i done....
the lyrics which i will always remember for 北极圈is:
把爱留在街角 就当你永远不会看到
记忆化作 极光出现那一秒
我开始微笑 以后会努力过得 很好
this is what i wanna do.... for the mths ago incident.... now i just wanna try to live fully to everyday it is....
tmr shall be the day when i start to seek for more new opportunities... wish me luck for it ba....
Monday, September 14, 2009
alrdy mid sep... time really fly fast..... but at least during this 1 mth... i had at least move on from some stuff.... but some stuff it is just hard for me to change it.... dunno y whenever i see a person who smoked.... i will think of him instantly.... i'm nt sure whether is that his images in my heart or wat..... but some stuff can just link it to him for no reason.... there is only one thing for sure that between me and him we can only be friends....
"holding onto smth which does not belongs to me will not make me happy anyway..... let it go and watches it found their happiness.... this will then be the thing which will make me happy...."
this is the sentence which i always told myself.... and this is also a reminder to myself.... aft tmr hope all the stuff will turns better.... at least i can say tat will be the beginning of a change to my life....
"holding onto smth which does not belongs to me will not make me happy anyway..... let it go and watches it found their happiness.... this will then be the thing which will make me happy...."
this is the sentence which i always told myself.... and this is also a reminder to myself.... aft tmr hope all the stuff will turns better.... at least i can say tat will be the beginning of a change to my life....
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