Ars Moriendi had finally disband on the Sunday morning..... lots of things happen in during the times in Ars Moriendi, the most memorable shld be the first faction in cavaraggio server to down GOL n got our hands on the ELNs... n also trying our best to get into the ice wizard tower to down novia... it has been a gd time in AM... even though ppl in there might have some conflict... but we still manage to stay together in the faction... but in the end becos of the scammer thing the faction need to be reform... sigh.... well let the past be the past ba... no use to keep on talking abt it.... it is time for us to move on n look forward to the nxt new faction... one wk of factionless, no more mass chatting with other faction mates but to wait until sunday when the new faction is formed....

time flies.... so fast alrdy half of 2008 alrdy pass.... n my 21th birthday is coming soon... WHEE.... 21 soon... it seems so fast to me... n huixin niece where is my kbox gathering~ we keep on saying go kbox ended up din go lor... we from start of our work say till now still din go.... sian one... now my kbox illness is getting worst... i really need kbox~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

opps going to time for me to go out for meeting... hee can't wait to see how the project site is now... will update the blog again once i had the time.... CYA

hmm got quite bored in office while waiting for my perspective to get render out..... so decided to update on blog....

now all seems so peaceful to me... but yest was just not my day... all of a sudden feel sick in office... n dun have any feel to eat at all which ended up i din eat a single thing (except for drinking a cup of hot milo to ease my tummy pain) from 9am all the way till 7pm like this.... a very gd diet for me.....

recently got quite obsess with this korean entertainment show call x-man... quite interesting n it is also an old show... dunno now does this show still ongoing anot.... this show is quite funny it nv fail to make me laugh out loud..... i will nv forget tat episode tat got this fellow call rimario.... whenever he appear i will sure laugh.... cos he is so gay, gross n funny.....

tml my sushi dinner is here muhahahahhahahah..... but i also heard tat there will be some changes to my game faction once again..hmm... dunno true anot... but it doesn't matter much to me anyway... cos when theres changes to it... all i can do i just to adapt to the changes.... all i need to care is to enjoy my training n doing raid to earn vis to get my hand on ZIZ n another BD for my upcoming expert bernelli..... besides buying weapon... i also need to earn vis to buy lvl 100 chips so as in case i can get my ELN for my chibi i got sufficient chip to chip for a +3dr armor to it...

btw those who know me in game n are wondering who is chibi..... chibi is actually my scout who carried a treasure chest wherever he goes.... no one eventually say tat my scout looks like KOG until my faction member CHAOS who spoke this up.. n everyone were like "ya... this scout does looks like kog, i just now thought kog spawn ended up is stale's scout standing there.... " blah blah blah... which ended up i decided to call my scout as CHIBI kog.... as all started to call my scout as CHIBI n whenever they need my scout to buff they will say in faction, "summon the chibi...." quite dotz for me as my scout so handsome... (even though i prefer my musk more) but how can he be kog wor.... kog so erm..... ugly... n my scout so handsome... well till the end i also call my scout as chibi....

besides my faction ppl see my scout as kog.... even other faction ppl also see my scout as kog.... so now my scout is famous as a chibi kog tat runs in town n other places.... which is gd as I OWN A KOG MUAHAHAHHAHAAHAHA..... tat real KOG only can come out in the underground cave every 3 1/2 hr so my KOG is better he can run to all places as he like.... hahahaha

so tat's all i wanted to write here.... maybe i shld post the picture of KOG n my scout n let u all see are they really tat similiar anot....

i now feeling so emo n sad.... really dunno wat to do.. so just wanna write here in blog to vent out my anger n complaints....

sometimes i just feel tat must i really need to be away.... so i can obtain the peace i want... i dun get the peace i want now at all.... they always love to misunderstand me... i just dunno y.... i just trying to explain to them.. n they will treat as me talking back rudely... i may be use explain to them too loud or wat... but after explaining to them twice n they still think the other way i more or less will feel frustrated n accidentally talk back to them a little loud... further more this thing happen nt once alrdy n i dun see any reason for me to keep on doing it...

they will nv listen to me.... they will nv willingly to hear wat i want to say..... just becos of tat day incident n they wanna treat me this way... be it lor... i alrdy tired of it.... i alrdy tired of admit wrong to stuff which i din do wrong at all... i really scare tat one day i might break down... i really hope this day will nv be here....

they may think tat they treat me fairly... but in fact they did not... n they will nv realise abt it at all ... if my only relaxation they also wanna take away so be it.... take it.... destroy it.... i just at most be a invisible person or be the puppet tat they want me to be....

wat a wk for me....

last wk went for a bbq dinner... food was quite nice... n it was quite enjoyable as we had a professional chef cook for us n those cook food was quite nice too.. yummy..... just tat we din manage to take a grp photo as some went home early n some came later....

at work... the whole wk i was helping my colleague to rush his projects dwgs n i myself also need to wait for tat supplier to bring the sample down which he delay for 2 days like this which it lead to delay of my work... but nvm... while helping my colleague to rush his dwgs i also learn something in the process....

yest was wan yun's birthday party.... quite quiet for we sec sch grp as only 5 ppl came while the rest were all in NS/overseas hol... so just hope tat on my birthday party they will all be here so we can have a gd gathering.....

there is always a thing which i dun understand IS... do i have to do everything? watever he command do i have to do? i just dun understand it.... watever he do in their eyes he is right... he is more impt... he can be excuse....

wth is this... they will nv care abt my feelings... they themself are wat they care... so as usual i'm the one tat left out... so just let me face the truth tat is i'm just a nobody at here... i shld just stop psychoing myself tat i'm one of them, they care for me too .... ... since u all dun care for my thoughts and u all wanna control my life... GO AHEAD .... just go control my life... n see wat will happen to me...

hmm long time nv write this blog alrdy.... now look back to my previous post.... it brought me quite alot of memories.. but all i can say now is they were all the past... is time for me to move on...

i now alrdy in the new stage of life n had join the working group for almost 3 mths so more or less had get used to this life...

now my life consists of work, ge, family n friends....work n ge alrdy took up most of my life as i go home first thing to do is ge.... further more some of my friends all not free... sigh.... wat a life i had for now...

i now wanna eat sushi la... yest they go eat without me lor (they got ask me to go... but i alrdy reached when they call me to go so i skip last nite sushi dinner) ... n i now craving for it... >.<

now for ge.. my first target is to expert my mains... musk left 10% to go le.... GAMBATTE~~~~~

next target is to get another expert ele which i dunno i will train anot as i now too lazy to train one stock ele from scratch... arrrrrr