i now feeling so emo n sad.... really dunno wat to do.. so just wanna write here in blog to vent out my anger n complaints....

sometimes i just feel tat must i really need to be away.... so i can obtain the peace i want... i dun get the peace i want now at all.... they always love to misunderstand me... i just dunno y.... i just trying to explain to them.. n they will treat as me talking back rudely... i may be use explain to them too loud or wat... but after explaining to them twice n they still think the other way i more or less will feel frustrated n accidentally talk back to them a little loud... further more this thing happen nt once alrdy n i dun see any reason for me to keep on doing it...

they will nv listen to me.... they will nv willingly to hear wat i want to say..... just becos of tat day incident n they wanna treat me this way... be it lor... i alrdy tired of it.... i alrdy tired of admit wrong to stuff which i din do wrong at all... i really scare tat one day i might break down... i really hope this day will nv be here....

they may think tat they treat me fairly... but in fact they did not... n they will nv realise abt it at all ... if my only relaxation they also wanna take away so be it.... take it.... destroy it.... i just at most be a invisible person or be the puppet tat they want me to be....