wat a wk for me....

last wk went for a bbq dinner... food was quite nice... n it was quite enjoyable as we had a professional chef cook for us n those cook food was quite nice too.. yummy..... just tat we din manage to take a grp photo as some went home early n some came later....

at work... the whole wk i was helping my colleague to rush his projects dwgs n i myself also need to wait for tat supplier to bring the sample down which he delay for 2 days like this which it lead to delay of my work... but nvm... while helping my colleague to rush his dwgs i also learn something in the process....

yest was wan yun's birthday party.... quite quiet for we sec sch grp as only 5 ppl came while the rest were all in NS/overseas hol... so just hope tat on my birthday party they will all be here so we can have a gd gathering.....

there is always a thing which i dun understand IS... do i have to do everything? watever he command do i have to do? i just dun understand it.... watever he do in their eyes he is right... he is more impt... he can be excuse....

wth is this... they will nv care abt my feelings... they themself are wat they care... so as usual i'm the one tat left out... so just let me face the truth tat is i'm just a nobody at here... i shld just stop psychoing myself tat i'm one of them, they care for me too .... ... since u all dun care for my thoughts and u all wanna control my life... GO AHEAD .... just go control my life... n see wat will happen to me...