a very bad day for me on yest....

first of all is the work... as usual being flood with last min work n unable to follow the schedule to complete my work.....

second of all was i gt quite trouble regarding my feelings to tat guy.... aft talking to joe n ivan.... thinking maybe i shld really just let go.... i alrdy know tat with this current situation i cannot get to anyway... sometimes in relationship is really hard to say who is right or wrong.... it is just the point tat the time is nt right.... some times it appear right in front of u without u realising tat it is alrdy there but u will only realise it when u alrdy gt something you had and it is alrdy too late to do anything.... let go is the best solution to prevent anymore ppl from getting hurt.... (to me i think tat i will rather be the one tat get hurted... rather than seeing him getting hurt n other ppl got hurt from it.... i may sound or see silly but this is me myself.... a girl who will always be the one who will take all the pain by herself....)

lastly.... i accidentally broke my dearest eln.... super sad la.... alrdy gt 2dr for it... n was abt to +5 it then something bad pop up... i wnted to put in booster but i dunno wth i was thinking i went to click the +5 n boom! my eln become a chip.... i stun at the screen for 5 sec then realise wat just happened.... sibey sad ah..... T^T... then now all i can do is just to ticket to iah n hope i can get it back..... last nite i alrdy gt a feeling tat something bad will happen... but i nv know tat it is the eln stuff.... now is in a super emo mood.....

just hope today will be a better day for me... T^T