hmm... today gt quite alot of surprises... cos today got special guests came to see my blog wor... in the past one esp (ivan) sometime come in see see.... but today joe jason n xiao ping gai came to see wor... nan de nan de.... well today alrdy try my best nt to get emo after tat bad incident... but at the same time i also recall back the past... it may be painful to think back but it also brought back the happy n sweet time in the past... memories also reminds me the mistake i made in the past.... mistake which i should learn from it.... n them... looking back... it is just as if they just pass-by but a pass-by which left me a memories which i can nv forget... it might be short... but at least it is a process of my life... at least i can remembered tat for once i really had my feelings on him before... it just tat we are nt destined to be together... n holding onto something does not belongs to me won't makes me happy.... just like these sentence which i heard from some places,

"love a person is nt to hold on him/her tightly until they lost their freedom.... is to let go when the time is right n let them go pursuit their happiness"
"letting go is also a form of love as you would rather to see him/her to be happy than holding onto it where it will lead to more ppl getting hurt"

my fate is still out there somewhere... waiting for me to go find him.... it is either he is right beside me n i dun even know abt it.... or i will just miss him as i'm just too slow to discover him....

life as a single may be alittle bored... but at least i still gt the freedom to do the stuff i want... even though arnd me some of my friends are attached.... but attached n single got their own pros n cons... is just a matter on how we see it... well i know wat i'm doing... so nth to worry abt it.... work n my personal life is wat i shld focus abt it.... maybe from there i can slowly let go of the stuff which dun belong to me at all...

oh well i shall just stop here n go do my stuff.... will update again when i'm free....

(signing off at 955pm 24/09)